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bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

fuhh da lame gile tak update blog, fuhhh (tiup sawang). Well my life is like having a seriously rapid change, and I could'nt help but experiencing a bit culture shock. (bukan sebab environment dia teruk sangat, tapi baik sangat.) despite of five years at islamic highschool, still it's a big gap between here and school. I've gotta say, I need time to settle up with the rules and regulation, i really, really need it..

hurm where to begin eihh, first impression that crossed in my mind, "ni UM ke?" well, the campus quiet small, even my previous school were bigger than this, and kolej kediaman memang tak ubah macam hostel just that it quiet private and quiet small. But immediately i realized that I should't whine much, because this is the decision that I made by my own, then I have to bear in mind that, WHINING IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED!

That is the first lesson I learned here. (:

Times goes by whether you like or not, and it is the orientation week, anddd the chillest orientation on the earth!woohooo thank god orientasi dia takla suck macam kat kuliah. phew~ (the bad part about kulliah is it's orientation and some of the annoying students. that's all!)

And I am soooo gonna miss that greatest school of mine for sure!

seusai menjuarai debat bahasa inggeris.MASISUPA.. [dari kiri: sirin,sofwah, ust ruzlan, azizuddin and sir misykat]
Yeah sebelum bertolak ke bumi tarbiyah, bumi tercinta Nilam Puri, sempat lagi nak wakil sekolah untuk debate, pagi tu debate, then dalam pukul 11 gitu terus bertolak gi Kelantan. actually, bila dah berhenti sekolah I never expect nak join MASISUPA(Majlis Sukan dan Ilmiah Sekolah Agama Negeri Pahang) tapi disebabkan beberapa masalah kekurangan peserta la ape la, so I'm back to the game. andd, I've gotta say, this is one of the most precious moment and a huge satisfaction to leave a school with some good name.. (alhamdulillah, I am selected as the best speaker of the match despite of tonnes of flaws that I commit)

Also, it traced me a lot bile Us Ruzlan and Sir Misykat waving me when I about to leave, giving some advices and not too forget, my friends that sweet enough to remind me not to forget them, honestly I AM DEEPLY TOUCH! (tahan air mata dalam kete)

Neither a thousands thanks nor a million of prizes worth your guys' kindness. I heart every single of you *sebak*

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