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Drama

"it feels so good, if you let go, all the drama in your life,
and you'll free from all the pain,
free from all the game,
free from all the stress,
so bunch of happiness.."
-No More Drama, by Mary J. Binge

Saya tak ajar diri baca novel, selalu post kata2 jiwang. sebab saya tahu semua tu sebenanye tanpa kita sedar, membentuk sikap kita, pribadi kita. Saya tak suke post status bersajak2 (yang obviously copy paste) sebab bagi saya,  yg lebih dekat dengan hati itu, sebenarnya, apa yg kite tulis sendiri dari hati.

I love reading novels honestly, but I'm refraining myself from it. why?
1. sebab saya punya tahap curiosity itu tersangat melampau, sekali dah selak novel memang tak tido malam nak habiskan. makan minum dah tak kisah sebab yg penting kene habiskan baca. esp kalau dah sampai bab2 konflik.

2. It's a waste of time, obviously
in the end of the day, ape yang kite dapat cuma dapat baca satu lagi kisah percintaan dalam banyak2 kisah cinta kat bumi ni. kalau best, best lah, puas hati, tapi kalau tak best, habis macam2 kene. pastu marah2 sebab takde nilai-nilai murni la, dah habistu yg gi baca sape suruh? =.=' (marah diri sendiri)

Lagi satu, bila kita selalu sangat baca novel, it trigger something inside our heart yg selalu nak put ourselves in that kind of drama. pastu mula la selalu imagine yg bukan2.(refer diri sendiri lagi)

life is not complicated until you made it so.

This life journey was still far from its end, and nobody knows what waits us ahead. So dont waste the excitement in the journey by putting ourselves in such drama. let them go, Sofwah.

Move on, and be a better Sofwah.

p/s: I know, you'll be reading this, Sirin, so just wanna let you know, that I'm glad that I'm travelling this journey with you. even though we will be separated miles away. May Allah bless us. amin.

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