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Kahwin?

Soon (not very soon) it will be August, the month of raya, and the month of musim kahwin+kenduri. And 3of my schoolmates will be ending their solo journey this year.

I'm just so happy and still adaptating to the news of friends getting married, considering i'm already in the 20s.

and of course, when our friends getting married, here comes the 'kau bila lagi' questions/jokes.

Those questions made me reflect myself, everytime.
btw i'll always ended up answering 'calon takde lagi'. The play-safe kind of answer.
Entah. My love stories are suck, that u'll be sick of listening. I cant even name my current status.

i dont have regrets somehow. It's just, sometimes i wish for a simpler story (all the time actually). Haha. Poor me.

I'm just a person who tried so hard to survive the daily struggle. Each day we are served with choices, and sometimes we fell into the wrong ones. It's no matter how many times that u fell, but will you stay falling, or you chose to stand up and making things go right?

dont worry, i dont really have that urge of marring yet, it's just that i'm 21 and i should be starting to take things seriously.

And realising the facts with current commitments and the issue of bahagi masa yang masih tak selesai (haha), i know my capabilities and limits, so i think nowhere near the next 2-3 years.

Doakanlah yang terbaik, ye?

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