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If the year is a book it would be the last page of it.
2014 is one hella journey and adventure, and opening up to so many possibilities and people really taught me lessons that fuel up my journey.

Wisdom isn't something you were born with. Its a net gain from mistakes, experiences, good and bad choices, and for that, you just need to keep moving, no matter what.

Thinking of the year takes me into a quick glance and flashback. I might forget some of them (plus, i'm terrible at remembering things), things I have achieve and loss, all of them contains hikmah in it. Everyone that came across in your life was there to teach you how to live.


The year started off with series of tears, one heartbreaking crushing scene after another, i spent weeks crying, and just the moment i thought they were dried up, nope dear, your tear duct will never runs out of its secretions.

But it's okay :)

Also when you learn to live out of your bubble, you started to view things from the different side of the window, and hence the different angles gave you different dimension of the world.
Good things and bad things happen
But it's okay.

I've learn how quick people can come and go. One day you're the inseparable best friends for live, the next day you find its awkward to even look them in their eyes. Things happen and intermingled between one another, and if you find the people who made that effort to stay, hold them tight and never let them slip out of your hand.

When people come right up to you and told you, "you've changed", tell them that the people who has been hurt was never same person as before.

Its page 365 out of 365
And just beside that, it's the cover of the book where people write synopsis at the back of it.
The lessons has been learnt
The ups and downs has been part of the memory
It might has come to the last dot of the sentence.

Thank you for everyone that accepted this person the way she is.
She'll be forever in debt with you.


Credit Title

Family
Mak
Ayah
Adik Beradikku (Ami, Badah, Ajir, Syaimaa, Ipah, Jihah, Aiman, Anis, Adik)

Teachers
Sir Misykat
Inspiring Lecturers of Biohealth Sciences & API

Friends
UMalaya Radio team
Classmates of 5 Al Farabi 2
Coursemates: SMPIS/SMPITM & Biohealth people (esp Mimi for the tough English class, also study groupmates Ayin &Nina)
Seniors and Juniors of the course
Kenduri- Bonda, Ecah, Nina
Besties- Sirin, Qistina, Muhaimin.
Ex
Seniors and juniors of Ihsan
Kinah the jiran sebelah yang selalu ajak delivery Pizza
Amri the longgg lost friend
Sentralians

and the people who spare their times reading this blog.

Love,
Sofwah Hayati
The Chatterbox

p/s: more adventure cominggg

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