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Because I don't want to be the girl who constantly complain about everything under the sun: the weather too hot, the aircond too cold, the room too dark, the phone too bright, the music too loud, the voice too low, and basically every aspect of life you can think of, therefore I'd like to make it a habit to write the list of thing I am thankful of. (I am that person who make one sentence per paragraph. That's it guys, I am arabic :p)

- I am so thankful to be given the chance of education and supported by the federal government scholarship

- to have functional friends and family that reminds me to be a nice person

-to have the ability to study conveniently in a nice and secured accommodation and an placed in an amazing faculty that promotes students involvement and contribution

- to have amazing lecturers that are very well understanding and supportive of students and having outside-of-classroom bond that makes a lecturer an educator. And lecturers that remember me even they only teach me one subject on my first year, I am so deeply touched

-to have a place to come home to,  so I can lay down and curl up and think about how much the comfort that it gives

- to have a driver licence so I can drive around mak's car and bring my sisters along

-to be able to have the question of 'what to eat'  instead of 'can I afford to eat?'  :'(

-to be born in a country with tropical climates (even though I constantly having red bumps everywhere because of my allergy to heat-I know, so mengada, feel free to roll your eyes lol) so we're blessed with nutritious and flavourful fruits. Fibers are so important guys, especially for those with sembelit, and fruits are more edible fibers compared to vege. (I just learned to eat sayur last year, it's a huge leap guys. HUGE)

I hope to make this list consistently as I move forward so I will always look back and be reminded of the things I am blessed with. And to know that the blessings are endless and limitless makes the 'problems' all seems too petite to be whined about.

So, what are the things that you are thankful of?

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