Hope

I have so much to feel and to say at the moment.

But I guess my last text sum it all so perfectly even more than I think it will

This is exactly like that one time i desperately wanted a haircut cos my head has been heavy.

But when I do, I am drowning with regrets, despite wanting it so bad all these while. 

But as days go about, I slowly accepted that past is past, and you can always grow your hair however long and annoying the process will take. 

I hope you're happy.

I hope you live life to the fullest joy and contentment

I hope you know that I have zero grudge against you, 

I hope you understand that this is hard for me too.

I hope you know I am so proud of knowing you and calling you family.

I know you have a lot to say too

But the look on your face tells more tham you probably intended. 

Let's just leave it like that

Let's just let things left unsaid.

We don't have to have last words. 

Let's just leave the mind run its course

For now, let's just not speak. Let's just hope ❤️