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Alternative

In an alternate universe,
It's you and me against the world.
We have each other which is more than we could ever imagine asking for
We grow old together
We fight countless of times
And we make up by just seeing each other faces and just laugh out of nowhere
And then we fight again, for whatever nonsense reason
We will eat out of bekal all the time like we used to
And you will drop wisdom out of thin air because that's just the kind of person you are
We will take our turn driving
And you will show off your parking skill and rub it in my face any chance you got
You'll share the details of your day, what frustrated you the most
Sometimes we sit down with my friends and hang out, I'll introduce you to them and you'll click with each other effortlessly
And we throw majlis, makan² just to create excuse to spend time together
I will pray behind you every chance that I get
And I will berlagak everytime I can skip praying 
I will be teaching you to write and speak English, and you'll make me a fluent Arabic speaker.
We annoy each other, make each other better, maturer and smarter.
There are times where we cant stand being in the room with each other
But we know whatever may come
We know we'll choose each other
Over and over again.

In an alternate universe ❤️

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