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NO WHINING,SOFWAH!

It have a been a though week
exhausted
fatigue
stressful
shocking
sorrowful

they all together mixed in one week! :(

Monday, April 25th, 2011
Balik asrama lambattt gile. suppose balik sebelum pukul 6 tapi selamba je balik lambat sebab mak ada kad sekolah,(ayah punya), kalau balik lambat, pagar tutup, tapi ada kad tu boleh la berbuat sesuka hati.Sampai sekolah pukul 7, sebab jalan freaking jam, naik surau lambat and kene kompaun :(

Tuesday.
Salah buat review filem! kene buat yang lain dahla panjang berjela I buat.
Selected as school debater untuk MASISUPA with deskmates and soulmates, Sirin Hanan and Qistina Ibrahim. Thanks Sir Misykat and Tcer Muza! (:
That night was like the most silent night ever, sebab time prep, nobody talks to each other. Masing-masing muka takboleh blah, stress+picit kepala, sebab kene siapkan movie review untuk MUET,esoknya dah kene hantar.

Wednesday.
Debate's motion released. masing-masing takde idea nak bagi isi.
mak datang sekolah bagitahu dapat call untuk interview Medic kat Mesir. (dalam kepala cume pke nak balik je, so setuju jela. bole balik rumahhh..yayyyy!)

Google isi untuk debate, the result is dissaponting. cuba lagi, Sofwah!

Thursday.
Thursday ialah hari yang paling memenatkan bagi kelas kami.Unexpected things happen today. ROMBAKAN KELAS! 
And I was like, freaking shocked, everyone is frustrated, but everything happen for reasons.Allah is the best Planner, right?

then,no more Abqari
no more aircond
no more the noteful table a.k.a bed
no more tinted-glass windows
I am no longer assistant moniter
because there is no more Abqari :(

still, I had to move on
 
selamat tinggal,Abqari. anda kelas terbaik yang saya pernah ada!
sila ignore saya. memang kekanak-kanakan sikit dalam kelas. haha
 
Friday.
Spotcheck asrama! Tak cuak pun sebab memang pelajar mithali kan, tak bawak la mende-mende yang tak perlu gi asrama.
Hari terakhir dengan Fatimah, pelajar paling lembut dalam kelas/bilik. Beliau akan ke Darul Quran, semoga menjadi seorang hafizah!Saya menangis semahu-mahunya, sebab takkan ada orang yang akan cubit saya macam dia cubit.Semua rakan sekelas menangis, walaupun perkenalan cuma sesingkat 5 bulan.Itulah hebatnya penangan Fatimah, mama kami!
"kita yang kenal 5 bulan pun, menangis selok. kawan dia 5 tahun macam manelah agaknye?"
"Timah, buatla facebook!"
"Bye semua, sayang korang semua sangat-sangat taw!" -Fatimah bt Mohd Yusof, 6 Mei 2011

Beliau berlalu pergi dengan teksi yang bergerak secara slow motion, tambah memilukan keadaan.

KEPUTUSAN UPU!
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Ye, seperti yang tertera, saya dapat UM, Nilam Puri. Alhamdulillah..Sekarang saya kene buat keputusan samaada nak terima atau tolak. STAM ouhhh STAM, kalaulah boleh ambil kedua-duanya sekali..

Saya harap saya akan membuat keputusan yang betul, InsyaAllah.

p/s: maaflah, post ni serba merepek,macam diari pun ada...nampak sangatlah mood tak berapa nak elok minggu ni. Sori ye! (mintak maaf kat sape pun taktahu)

Comments

Muhaimin Saharudin said…
syahdu boh post mg :P
May 8, 2011 at 2:18 AM
sofwahayati said…
haha. syahdu apakah?
May 8, 2011 at 2:40 AM
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