as any other year, its started with 1st January and ended on 31st December, and this year is a turning point of my life, and I'm sure, most of us too :)
Life is all about making decision, if you made the right choice, you have nothing in regret, but if made the wrong one, then you so screwed. Experience teach, and it depends on us to extract the lesson or not.
Kulliah.
Best school ever.Friends, teachers, the scenery, the school system, all is blended nicely and formed the best school to study in. I MISS EVERYTHING ON THAT SCHOOL. 5 months there were very significant, and thankfully, I found myself here. the real me. I founds many awesome people, including teachers and friends and they all still with me, uplifting me, and the greatest thing is, most of us stay connected.
I really have problems in making new friends in new place, but luckily I have these people around. teringat lagi, hari pertama lepas orientasi, waktu pembahagian kelas. Qistina comes to me and said, "Sofwah, ko same kelas dengan aku, kelas Abqari, kelas first, same dengan Sirin." Sirin sahabat se-aspuri time form 5 but sadly, time kuliah baru nak rapat (i regret that a lot), so kenal gitu-gitu je. Kitorang jalan bertiga nak cari kerusi, meja, cop tempat depan sekali dalam kelas.siapa tahu, kitorang akan sentiasa bertiga sampai aku dengan Qistina pindah.sampai satu sekolah perasan.
Sirin was a very though girl, walaupun aku dengan Qistina pindah, she still berlapang dada, letting us go. tak pernah sekali pun dia kate,"kalau korang pindah, aku mcam mane?". no.I can't even imagine being at her place, she really is a though girl.
I made another choice. I left that school with hope. I hope one day,they will proud of me,for having me in that school. and I could'nt left the school with better ending.
Alhamdulillah, we won it (english debate competetion) despite of lack of practice.and somebody got the best speaker title. hehe.
UM NILAM PURI
aku baru tahu kewujudan UM kat Nilam Puri tahun ni,even orang Kelantan pun tak tahu kewujudannya. haha.it always being my dream nak belajar kat Kelantan, Alhamdulillah, this ALLAH plans the best for me. Kelantan tu teramatla jauh dari rumah, it takes 8hours of journey kalau naik bas. sekali balik cost nearly rm 100, so kalau nak balik tiap2 bulan, memang bankrap la mak ayah.tapi aku bersyukur gila ALLAH tak letak aku ke oversea, duduk Kelantan pun macam ape ntah homesick. haha
Here, I learn how was university life look like (walaupun kat sini ala-ala sekolah sikit). Orang selalu kate, "untungla, dah masuk U, UM pulak tu" but remember, for every title has its price.sometimes, you have to pay a lot more than you can give.
I have only few months left to occupy myself with mental preparation before going to KL. there is absolutely no time to be wasted.
MAJMUAH 8
It's an awesome thing to have them as my classmates.Sometimes, they're seems to be unending problems, but hopefully, it will never tore us apart.I am so proud of being their classmate.Everyone was so unique with their own superiority.
Waktu mula-mula masuk, tiba-tiba kene lantik jadi mas'ulah (penolong kelas), thanks to debate, yg telah membuatkan saya dikenali (cewah. haha). The first thing I thought, how on earth I ever being a mas'ulah? Honestly, bile tengok mas'ulah lain, rase macam inferior. yang lain lembut-lembut je, baik, semangat. a total contrast of me.but it was a good thing that these friends sangat memahami, they are supporting me, and I am so much grateful. They never, seek for my flaws, and most of the decisions, we do it together.I can never do all those decision alone, without discussing it with my friends.
dan perkhidmatan mas'ulah ini diteruskan ke sem 2. It was never being expected.nasib baik tinggal setengah sem lagi.
APIDS
Asasi Pengajian Islam dengan Sains.the only course with double major in University Malaya, and for this batch, only 31 people around Malaysia choosen. yes, and I'm glad that I'm part of it.
Frankly typing, when I decided to opt for this course, I have totally no idea, of what waits me ahead. Kami golongan minoriti, dan mempunyai organisasi sendiri, dan macam biasa,golongan minoriti ini sentiasa dipandang lain. lain yg macam mane, kedua-dua jenis lain.
"Pelajar APIDS ni fikiran dia lain," most of our lecturers said this phrase in class. aku sendiri still pelik, apa yg lain, kami still manusia yg sama macam pelajar2 API (asasi pengajian Islam-usuluddin, syariah, pendidikan Islam) yang lain. entahla, kita tak bole menilai diri sendiri, kita rase kita same macam mereka, tapi mereka memandang kita dengan pandangan yg berbeza. Whatever it is, I take that as a compliment. Dare to be different!
People can say whatever they wanted to, but it will never bug us.I found that, bila kita duduk dalam kalangan minoriti, kita akan lebih terserlah dari yg lain.and it wasn't as cool as its sounds. trust me.
but we have what other's don't. our very own seniors.extremely cool, understanding and loving.walaupun dapat jumpa sekali je stiap sem, tapi setiap pertemuan adalah sangat bermakna, dan sangat menyentuh hati.bes nye kalau dapat jumpa hari-hari, kan? :')
Thank you,for making this year different than any other years. Life is as what you see it, so see it as oppurtunity, and be optimistic.Hidup kita memang tak lari dari masalah, tapi melarikan diri dari masalah bukan jalan penyelesaian. Sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yg Allah beri, lihat hikmahnya bagi setiap apa yg berlaku, that's how we have a better life.
"Adakah kamu menyangka kamu benar-benar beriman,sedang kamu belum diuji?"
Sekian, dari Sofwah Hayati (chatterbox). post terakhir untuk tahun ni. hehe. maaf atas salah silap selama saya berblog.
p/s: i do not write rhetorically, so if you find something like that, you might not find it here. It just wanna share the way I see my life and I hope people gain something from it. and I'm glad to know that I have reader. that is more than enough. thank you, every single of you :)
Life is all about making decision, if you made the right choice, you have nothing in regret, but if made the wrong one, then you so screwed. Experience teach, and it depends on us to extract the lesson or not.
Kulliah.
Best school ever.Friends, teachers, the scenery, the school system, all is blended nicely and formed the best school to study in. I MISS EVERYTHING ON THAT SCHOOL. 5 months there were very significant, and thankfully, I found myself here. the real me. I founds many awesome people, including teachers and friends and they all still with me, uplifting me, and the greatest thing is, most of us stay connected.
I really have problems in making new friends in new place, but luckily I have these people around. teringat lagi, hari pertama lepas orientasi, waktu pembahagian kelas. Qistina comes to me and said, "Sofwah, ko same kelas dengan aku, kelas Abqari, kelas first, same dengan Sirin." Sirin sahabat se-aspuri time form 5 but sadly, time kuliah baru nak rapat (i regret that a lot), so kenal gitu-gitu je. Kitorang jalan bertiga nak cari kerusi, meja, cop tempat depan sekali dalam kelas.siapa tahu, kitorang akan sentiasa bertiga sampai aku dengan Qistina pindah.sampai satu sekolah perasan.
Sirin was a very though girl, walaupun aku dengan Qistina pindah, she still berlapang dada, letting us go. tak pernah sekali pun dia kate,"kalau korang pindah, aku mcam mane?". no.I can't even imagine being at her place, she really is a though girl.
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| sofwah.sirin. eji (supposed to be Qistina. takpela) |
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| Alhamdulillah |
UM NILAM PURI
aku baru tahu kewujudan UM kat Nilam Puri tahun ni,even orang Kelantan pun tak tahu kewujudannya. haha.it always being my dream nak belajar kat Kelantan, Alhamdulillah, this ALLAH plans the best for me. Kelantan tu teramatla jauh dari rumah, it takes 8hours of journey kalau naik bas. sekali balik cost nearly rm 100, so kalau nak balik tiap2 bulan, memang bankrap la mak ayah.tapi aku bersyukur gila ALLAH tak letak aku ke oversea, duduk Kelantan pun macam ape ntah homesick. haha
Here, I learn how was university life look like (walaupun kat sini ala-ala sekolah sikit). Orang selalu kate, "untungla, dah masuk U, UM pulak tu" but remember, for every title has its price.sometimes, you have to pay a lot more than you can give.
I have only few months left to occupy myself with mental preparation before going to KL. there is absolutely no time to be wasted.
MAJMUAH 8
Waktu mula-mula masuk, tiba-tiba kene lantik jadi mas'ulah (penolong kelas), thanks to debate, yg telah membuatkan saya dikenali (cewah. haha). The first thing I thought, how on earth I ever being a mas'ulah? Honestly, bile tengok mas'ulah lain, rase macam inferior. yang lain lembut-lembut je, baik, semangat. a total contrast of me.but it was a good thing that these friends sangat memahami, they are supporting me, and I am so much grateful. They never, seek for my flaws, and most of the decisions, we do it together.I can never do all those decision alone, without discussing it with my friends.
dan perkhidmatan mas'ulah ini diteruskan ke sem 2. It was never being expected.nasib baik tinggal setengah sem lagi.
APIDS
Asasi Pengajian Islam dengan Sains.the only course with double major in University Malaya, and for this batch, only 31 people around Malaysia choosen. yes, and I'm glad that I'm part of it.
Frankly typing, when I decided to opt for this course, I have totally no idea, of what waits me ahead. Kami golongan minoriti, dan mempunyai organisasi sendiri, dan macam biasa,golongan minoriti ini sentiasa dipandang lain. lain yg macam mane, kedua-dua jenis lain.
"Pelajar APIDS ni fikiran dia lain," most of our lecturers said this phrase in class. aku sendiri still pelik, apa yg lain, kami still manusia yg sama macam pelajar2 API (asasi pengajian Islam-usuluddin, syariah, pendidikan Islam) yang lain. entahla, kita tak bole menilai diri sendiri, kita rase kita same macam mereka, tapi mereka memandang kita dengan pandangan yg berbeza. Whatever it is, I take that as a compliment. Dare to be different!
People can say whatever they wanted to, but it will never bug us.I found that, bila kita duduk dalam kalangan minoriti, kita akan lebih terserlah dari yg lain.and it wasn't as cool as its sounds. trust me.
but we have what other's don't. our very own seniors.extremely cool, understanding and loving.walaupun dapat jumpa sekali je stiap sem, tapi setiap pertemuan adalah sangat bermakna, dan sangat menyentuh hati.bes nye kalau dapat jumpa hari-hari, kan? :')
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| kakak-kakak yg dikasihi |
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| ikhwah APIDS |
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| APIDS 92/93 |
Thank you,for making this year different than any other years. Life is as what you see it, so see it as oppurtunity, and be optimistic.Hidup kita memang tak lari dari masalah, tapi melarikan diri dari masalah bukan jalan penyelesaian. Sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yg Allah beri, lihat hikmahnya bagi setiap apa yg berlaku, that's how we have a better life.
"Adakah kamu menyangka kamu benar-benar beriman,sedang kamu belum diuji?"
Sekian, dari Sofwah Hayati (chatterbox). post terakhir untuk tahun ni. hehe. maaf atas salah silap selama saya berblog.
p/s: i do not write rhetorically, so if you find something like that, you might not find it here. It just wanna share the way I see my life and I hope people gain something from it. and I'm glad to know that I have reader. that is more than enough. thank you, every single of you :)
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