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Semester 4

(BEWARE: This is one of the posts spammed with pictures collected throughout the prev semester. None of the pic intended for showing or bragging purposes and whatnot)

This is the type of blogpost that I wrote for myself for future references--because I didnt want to forget any of these moments.

I'm not a big fan of diary because the susceptibility of it to be exposed, especially to your own sisters since I have this crazy amnesia thing that made me forget where I put my stuffs and the tendency of misplacing them, so this is the practical ways of preserving the thoughts and feelings that I felt at the moment, so it'll be a strength for me to find the reasons that I started something, and what have I achieved, and how any of those efforts never went unappreciated.

Another reason is I want to remember how this one semester taught me by pushing myself to the limit, your own limit is actually--much more extended than you thought it would be.

So, give yourself a pat on the back, you've made it!

1. It all started with a decision--since life is about making choices lah katakan. 

How my 22hour credit is different is because the 6 hour lab is only considered a 2-hour-credit subject. So technically it's 26 hour credit for the whole semester. 

How? don't ask me how, I barely stay sane everyday.

2. I have those special days of the week where I'll always collapse as soon as I get to back to my room. It's inevitable. Selalunya hari Selasa sebab....yeah


3. I always thought that working in lab would always be glamorous, fun, and exciting. Well, part of it really is especially you always being stuffed with the theoretical part of the science, and you finally got to see the practical part of them, but of course there's always two side of stories of everything. I'll show you the snippet of it

Sometime, we spent our times viewing worms under microscope, and drawing them. We also drew plants and animals




Or sometimes, you meet a terrible fate of having to drink 500ml of this for your urine experiment. 
aka air garam :)
But there's also exciting part of it :) <-- kali ni senyum ikhlas
for example, we got to know to what blood type we belong

or whether you anemic or not (anemia: iron deficiency in blood)

since the blood drops sank on both copper solutions of different concentration, so i'm anemic-free. yayy
Or sometimes, your weeks of efforts might not produce the kind of result you expected.
Our 2 weeks of experiment contaminated, so no DNA spotted for my group well. Never mind, real life has more frustration awaiting
but we never run out of ideas to have a little fun :)

nahh, you dont wanna know what do we do to kill the boredom
if you happen to bring your lappy during lab, a selfie is a must, because the screen size is satisfying for a small camera


to be continued :>


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