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Irreplaceable

Hello ni apehal pulak tiba-tiba lagu beyonce nih? Jangan kate nak menyanyi ye cik sofwah.

Yesterday I had a debate competition, representing my house and Alhamdulillah, we manage to win that round (semi-final) and the final round will be on next week. At first it's such an awkward feeling to be in a team with the people that I didnt used to, but then in order not to let my house down I had to adapt to that situation by my own.

us in uia interschool debate
For me, to have a cool teamate like them memang once in a lifetime. They can never be replaced by any other person in the world. Walaupun my team wasnt that expert by when we have a good chemistry and cooperation everything can be done very well, kan? Yela kalau dalam debate tu macam-macam bole jadi, ade yg terasa la, tak puas hati la, but I am so thankful that god gives me the most understanding teamate yg tak ubah seperti my own family that help me a lot in time of stuck and stressful moments.

We have been a teamate for years, and no wonders that susah bagiku nak terima kenyataan yg I cant depend on them like I used to before. As a team, we win,lose and rise back together and we did learn a lot from the past and always try to improve our skills. Kalau one of us yg stuck takde idea the other will support and never let anyone left behind.

So Razanah, our leader memang a good leader and she's the one who had a lot of ideas and she own a good rebuttal skills and also the one who has a good phrases and idioms and some sort of that. Seorang yg sangat responsible and dia sentiasa buat apa yg dia patut buat. We cant debate and win without her. I miss her damn much.

Our second speaker which is the only guy in our team is a person who have the talent and ideas and jaw-dropping rebuttals and he always surprise us. Also a generous person who always treat me food, and also the funniest man on the planet. Always making us bursted into laugh with his humour. That one is unforgettable. We both selalu borak time tengah debate pastu gelak-gelakkan orang and w both always fight for the 'best-speaker' title and he always gain it. Tapi takpela dia memang hebat pun that's why I dont mind much.

We complete each other and stands as a very supportive team. I miss those moments with them a like crazy and I do hope that we can debate again together as a team though its almost impossible and I dont even dare to dream on that. I want u guys know that U guys were IRREPLACEABLE.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU. *sedih*

Comments

raraahmad said…
ohmygoshhh! I was,like,IMISSYOUSOMUCHTOOOBESTIE!
I so miss the moment :'(
and you have been a seriously wonderful reply speaker who came out with bombastic analogy that wud nver cross my mind to break down the opp's rebuttal n also u always overwhelmed by fresh,great ideas and cogitations and u're the most fluent in our team and intangible thanks for that,I'd never meet with such a great teammate like you and iqbal !!
act i wasnt so sure about the description of mine (hehehe)but one ure thing,we were like puzzle,which,complete each other,ILYSM
sofwahayati said…
yeah, its such a sad thing to know that u were'nt there for me in times of I start to be crazy.

Hey I wasnt that good lahh and I'm not that fluent act my tcer said that i tend to mumble things aroud.. XD

And sebab dah lame gile tak debate rasa macam ape yg nak cakap tu tak tersampai. idk why. *sigh*

U were a real great debater and I MISS YOU and your craziness. :'(

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