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Happy Belated Birthday :'(

Ouhh this is totally a sad thing to know that I'm act missed my 18th hijrie birthday. But I guess its not too late la to wish to myself HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY which falls on 24 SAFAR 1432 Hijrah. Bukannya terlupa ke ape tapi memandangkan kat rumah sumenye kalendar 2010 lagipun dalam fon and laptop sume tkda kalendar hijrah (eceh tak abih2 nak mnyalahkan benda lain) so terpaksa la menerima kenyataan yg amat memedihkan ini. isk3.

Maka menjelang usia yg ke 18 tahun ini I hope to find a better me this year and becoming a little bit mature than I used to before (pernah ke?). Semoga dengan bertambahnya usia,bertambahlah amalanku buat bkalan di sana nanti. AMIN. So kepada sahabat2 shidup semati, diri ini mengucapkan ampun maaf beribu ampun in case kalo ade tersilap bahasa dan bicara sepanjang hayatku ini.

SEMOGA UKHUWAH YANG TERJALIN SENTIASA BERKEKALAN SEHINGGA AKHIR HAYAT.

dreamed birthday cake..ade ssape nak sponsor?
Thank you everyone for making my day :)Nothing in this world were valued to repay u're kindness.

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