Without wasting anytime,lets get back into the storyline..
Panel UIA tu perempuan, and sometimes she did looks like an evil witch to me. I sat there and letting she view my result then she glare at me with the killest look ever.
"What a horrible one! This is disgusting. OHMY! look at your ADDMATH!BIOLOGY!how u ever dare to show me such a result!"
I sat silently and begun to cry.
"Do u ever know where this rubbish belong to?ANSWER ME!!" She lift my trial result up and asking me continuously. I replied a silence and she tore my trial slip and blown them away on my face.
I ran out crying and that's how everything ended.
Actually those things happen in my imagination je,haha. saje nak bagi gempak mana taw ade orang percaya. Kepada yang mmpercayai cerita di atas,jangan pulak sebar kat orang lain nnti tak pasal2 I pulak kene sebab buat cite panel UIA kejam gila time interview..
So here the REAL thing that happen, she says to me that I'm not qualified enough untuk program persijilan,disebabkan its a government-linked program so mesti kena fulfill minimum requirement AND SHE DID SAY IT IN A PROPER WAY,she talk frankly to me,although it is hard to accept,but the TRUTH doesnt have to be acceptable. (The easiest way to explain something is by talking frankly,but there's always pros and cons. The pro is we're able to explain something clearly and eliminating the risk of giving fake hope but the con is,its we cannot be frank without hurting a person yg sangat mengharap).
Then I switch to the second panel which is DQ panel(both panels staying in two distinct room). At first I did feel like its such a useless nak pergi bilik lagi satu..yela,dah confirm tak dapat so buat ape nak menghampakan diri lagi but I decide to not be a quitter (ini hasil pengaruh biggest loser ni. haha). I been tasked to memorize page 192 (Surah At-Taubah) in an hour and ALHAMDULILLAH,I still remember it now. In a period of half an hour,I manage to memorize them fluently so I get back into the room for the test. THE RULE IS the less time we take,the more marks we gained.
Lepas dah tasmi' ape sume so the panel tu tanya question yg amat pelik ditanya oleh seorang interviewer.
"Pernah nampak BENDA TU tak?"..
Actually I do understand the phrase 'BENDA TU' but it does sound not sensible tapi I still answer it with a NO.
"Tidur pernah kene HIMPIT?" And I was like himpit?(biasenya we use the word TINDIH,kan?)..
"Dengan?"
"HANTU!" (ini betul2 ye,bukan cubaan)
"Tak Pernah".
"Pernah jumpa benda tu?"
"Tak pernah"
"Pernah mintak nak jumpa benda tu?"
"NEVER!"
"Pernah ada masalah disiplin?"
"errrr...errrrrr..." (takkan nak tipu weh,dosa la)
"Takpelah,nanti awak dapat DQ awak jangan pergi mana2, 3 aribulan tngok keputusan temuduga,nnti kita jumpa lagi?"
Kemudian dengan perasaan yang terkejut plus tak percaya amat sangat I get out from that room and then the interview ended. I mean, THAT EASY?
Then bila fikir2 balik apa rasionalnya ustaz tu tanya about those superstitious stuffs I'd recall ade my seniors tell me that DQ memang banyak benda2 macam tu. So untuk berada kat situ memang memerlukan jiwa yg kental dan tak lemah semangat. Tapi kat sana students2 dia mengahafal Quran, so InsyaAllah takde pape.
Two weeks later the result is there and sadly,I didnt qualified nak masuk DQ. Tapi takpelah adelah hikmahnya, maybe sebab Allah tahu saya ni jenis lemah semangat ketar lutut,duduk sorang dalam rumah siang2 pun seram so ALHAMDUILLAH. Allah tu kan sebaik-baik PERANCANG.
"We might not know what GOD plan for us,but HIS plan is ALWAYS THE BEST!!"
Panel UIA tu perempuan, and sometimes she did looks like an evil witch to me. I sat there and letting she view my result then she glare at me with the killest look ever.
"What a horrible one! This is disgusting. OHMY! look at your ADDMATH!BIOLOGY!how u ever dare to show me such a result!"
I sat silently and begun to cry.
"Do u ever know where this rubbish belong to?ANSWER ME!!" She lift my trial result up and asking me continuously. I replied a silence and she tore my trial slip and blown them away on my face.
I ran out crying and that's how everything ended.
Actually those things happen in my imagination je,haha. saje nak bagi gempak mana taw ade orang percaya. Kepada yang mmpercayai cerita di atas,jangan pulak sebar kat orang lain nnti tak pasal2 I pulak kene sebab buat cite panel UIA kejam gila time interview..
So here the REAL thing that happen, she says to me that I'm not qualified enough untuk program persijilan,disebabkan its a government-linked program so mesti kena fulfill minimum requirement AND SHE DID SAY IT IN A PROPER WAY,she talk frankly to me,although it is hard to accept,but the TRUTH doesnt have to be acceptable. (The easiest way to explain something is by talking frankly,but there's always pros and cons. The pro is we're able to explain something clearly and eliminating the risk of giving fake hope but the con is,its we cannot be frank without hurting a person yg sangat mengharap).
Then I switch to the second panel which is DQ panel(both panels staying in two distinct room). At first I did feel like its such a useless nak pergi bilik lagi satu..yela,dah confirm tak dapat so buat ape nak menghampakan diri lagi but I decide to not be a quitter (ini hasil pengaruh biggest loser ni. haha). I been tasked to memorize page 192 (Surah At-Taubah) in an hour and ALHAMDULILLAH,I still remember it now. In a period of half an hour,I manage to memorize them fluently so I get back into the room for the test. THE RULE IS the less time we take,the more marks we gained.
Lepas dah tasmi' ape sume so the panel tu tanya question yg amat pelik ditanya oleh seorang interviewer.
"Pernah nampak BENDA TU tak?"..
Actually I do understand the phrase 'BENDA TU' but it does sound not sensible tapi I still answer it with a NO.
"Tidur pernah kene HIMPIT?" And I was like himpit?(biasenya we use the word TINDIH,kan?)..
"Dengan?"
"HANTU!" (ini betul2 ye,bukan cubaan)
"Tak Pernah".
"Pernah jumpa benda tu?"
"Tak pernah"
"Pernah mintak nak jumpa benda tu?"
"NEVER!"
"Pernah ada masalah disiplin?"
"errrr...errrrrr..." (takkan nak tipu weh,dosa la)
"Takpelah,nanti awak dapat DQ awak jangan pergi mana2, 3 aribulan tngok keputusan temuduga,nnti kita jumpa lagi?"
Kemudian dengan perasaan yang terkejut plus tak percaya amat sangat I get out from that room and then the interview ended. I mean, THAT EASY?
Then bila fikir2 balik apa rasionalnya ustaz tu tanya about those superstitious stuffs I'd recall ade my seniors tell me that DQ memang banyak benda2 macam tu. So untuk berada kat situ memang memerlukan jiwa yg kental dan tak lemah semangat. Tapi kat sana students2 dia mengahafal Quran, so InsyaAllah takde pape.
Two weeks later the result is there and sadly,I didnt qualified nak masuk DQ. Tapi takpelah adelah hikmahnya, maybe sebab Allah tahu saya ni jenis lemah semangat ketar lutut,duduk sorang dalam rumah siang2 pun seram so ALHAMDUILLAH. Allah tu kan sebaik-baik PERANCANG.
"We might not know what GOD plan for us,but HIS plan is ALWAYS THE BEST!!"
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