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Perasan tak my blog ni mostly banyak flashing back? Idk why but when it comes into flashing back things memang idea tu mencurah-curah bagai mencurah air ke daun keladi. (ehem,macam lain je peribahasa). Maybe I'm not a realistic person or not brave enough nak discuss pasal topic2 yang agak serius dan realistik so harap dapat terima la seadanya.



SPM is basically an abbreviation for Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia and as a typical Malaysian student which not genius enough nak pergi Harvard before 18,  so memang kita cannot escape from this exam. Memandangkan sistem pelajaran kita memang berorientasikan peperiksaan so whether u take the exam or u have no future,but remember,SPM isnt everything. Maka boleh dikatakan SPM memang a type of test or exam or what-so-ever yang sangat ditunggu to get over it. Bila dah habis SPM tu memang la rasa macam at the top of the world,we felt like a mountain of loads just get off from our shoulders. Tetapi bila dah habis tu rasa macam takdela cool sangat, mula2 fikir before SPM tu macam bes je tak payah pakai baju sekolah,tak payah buat homework, and banyak lagi lah, tbut then the real thing that happen, we did miss to do all those things back and believe it or not,we did feel joy actually to do all those monotonous stuffs walaupun susah nak admit,kan?




Subject that I miss most: CHEMISTRY!!
I had to say that this is one of the subject which I felt really joy learning it because it is a quiet easy subject and we just have to master the concept so well and then it'll become a piece of cake. Lagi satu advantage dia we dont have to actually memorize all those formulas and concepts sebab bile banyak latihan eventually we will automatically memorize them well except for the last chapter f5 la,sebab chapter tu ala2 Biology sikit and kalu dah cerita pasal biologi ni, memang tak boleh lari dari menghafal.It is also a subject which I categorize it as "SUBJEK RINGAN".

Subjek ringan?Apakahhh?
When I'm staying hostel back in Ihsan, there is PREP time which is 2 hours duration yang kita spent untuk study. So this two hours walaupun tak sufficient but it helps me a lot with my study. These two hours I will spent it with nothing else than study. Put aside all borak2 kosong,tidur and others just for two hours. Basically I'm dividing my subjects into subjek ringan dan subjek berat. So bile I decide nak study subjek berat like biology,add maths,physics yang akan memeningkan akal fikiran bila study and suddenly bile I become stress out and cannot take it anymore, I'll switch into subjek ringan like modern math,chemistry,pqs and so on. So these two hours wont be wasted with merungut,membebel dan menggila sebab susah sangat. In brief, subject ringan entertain me bila I stress out. Menarik kan? (ceh. perasan)

Yang paling tak cool pasal SPM ni ialah when it comes to result. Memangla berdebar tak sudah sampai mengalahkan pesakit parkinson. Nak-nak pulak banyak rumour pasal tarikh result dia. Yang paling shocking 22 Feb la siap announce kat assembly sekolah lagi. Bila announce tu rasa macam tak jejak kaki kat dunia kejap. THAT SOON? Kitorang pun buat la countdown kat kelas,then our saviour, Ust Ruzlan explain la, 22 Feb ni untuk STPM,untuk SPM akan dilewatkan sikit sebab kemasukan ke IPT dengan MATRIK kan lambat tahun ni,so keputusan akan diumum lepas cuti semester bulan 3. So far,yang diumum kat sekolah 23 Mac tapi wallahu a'alam la kesahihannya. Tunggu dan lihat jela.

So I do hope all those struggles,exhaustion, really pay off with a flying colours result.AMIN. Anyone who read this,please pray for my succeed in this examination. THANK YOU :)

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