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INTRODUCING ME

dank! I fogot to actually introduce myself on the previous post!i thougt the first post should be some kinna self-introducing post and wut-so-eva but then lantaklah. haha

so,this is not going to be a biography or biodata post. yela,nak bagitaw I lahir kat mane,family I bape orang, n some sort of that. I wanna show you all the side of me that only ppl that really close to me could see them.

I am the type of person who loves herself so much,and I'm greatly thank to our Lord for creating me this way despite some kekurangan but that weakness turn me into a stronger person. Alhamdulillah.

 At a first glance,ppl will assumpt me as a quiet,innocent,shy person..(bukan perasan,based on kajian yang telah dilakukan oleh Kementerian Pembangunan Wanita dan Keluarga ye) but whenever they see me laughing.its drop everybody's jaws off..haha..(senonoh kan)I know its sound horrible but that's just me and still, I am trying to find a better me and hoping to be a real muslimah one day. AMIN. :)

Most ppl calling me SOFWAH, closer ppl (fam and bestie) calling me WAH, but none of them calling me HAYATI (ade jugakla isolated case yg mngade2 call me YATI. =.=" ) but whatever it is as long as it it my name,i'm ok with that. cume honestly, memng awkward gile kalo ade orang panggil Hayati and usually when ppl calling me with that name, I memng takkan pandang..haha
Bukannye mengade2 nak suruh orang panggil SOFWAH tapi people been calling me with that name since I was in kindergarten so memang aneh sangat2 kalo ada yg calling me else than that.
 so far,cuma ada one person that can figure out the purpose of my name successfully,so congratulation la! ada sesiapa yg nak mencuba,silakan. :)
I know it's rare and sometimes hard to pronounce if u were new into it..(ade one day taylor cina call my dad and looking for "TOPAH"..its sounds like "ini Topah ka?aiyaa..baju sudah siap". tragic,isnt it?
but whatever it is,I LOVE MY NAME, I mean,who didnt?
u see how ridicilous I am,nak cite pasal nama pon satu perenggan...see?see?

Despite the age of 18,i'm still childish,immature girl..ehem..when I say immature,its not like a didnt-know-how-to-wipe-her-own-hingus girl it is something like, I still terlompat2 bile dapat icecream,I'm still crying waktu orientation week walaupun dah form 6 (ouhh,pengakuan berani mati) but THAT'S JUST ME.
Ppl can say whatever they wanted to,so let them be.

Okay,this is a quiet self-descibing post so I guess that's it for now. U will know me more on the next posts so its a great pleasure to me for reading my blog..tqvm!

"THE GREATEST PLEASURE IN LIFE IS TO DO WHAT PEOPLE SAY YOU CANNOT DO".








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